livingforme (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} livingforme) wrote,@ 2006-04-14 01:29:00 |
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"and when i see you, i really see you upside down"
-just got out of work after pissing off gossipy co workers
-ryan and miranda visited, which made me real happy
-i met an awesome band and they love me and i really hope to hang out with them
-went to death cab/franz ferdinand last night, and it was amazing (minus the fact that they didn't play transatlanticism, although, i probably would have cried)
-i have at least six guys chasing after me right now, and i don't want anything from any of them
-i'm chasing after one guy who makes me believe he wants something to do with me, but doesn't actually follow through with plans
-i have like....5 (?) crushes right now. they're kind of fun.
-i'm going home this weekend, even though i didn't want to, but now i really really do
-we're having a party sunday night, and filling plastic easter eggs with jello shots, and hiding them around our apartment for an 'egg hunt'
-monday is marathon monday. i'm gonna be obliterated, so don't mind me if i call you, or something.
-i'm okay with the fact that i don't party all that much.
-i need to straighten things out, but i hate confrontation
-i push new people away when they start to get close, even though i don't really have many friends here
-i've been listening to my 'emo' music a lot lately
-me and jen might be selling merchandise at a concert on 4/20 = sweetest night ever
-i feel really lost lately. i'm happy, i just get confused about who i am, and what i stand for, and what impact i'm making on the world, if any. i feel like i'm in this twilight limbo period of my life.
-i do know, however, that i will never ever stop being so worrisome and emotional as i've always been. some things never change.
-i miss my friends like crazy. they make life worth living.
-SSOS
-i have no idea what i'm actually doing about my jobs this summer, i just hope it rules
-i miss him
-i am obsessed with the song "crooked teeth"
-no one here understands me
that is my life at this very moment. kinda disorganized and messy and strange. kinda exciting and fun and chaotic. overrated and misinterpreted.
-just got out of work after pissing off gossipy co workers
-ryan and miranda visited, which made me real happy
-i met an awesome band and they love me and i really hope to hang out with them
-went to death cab/franz ferdinand last night, and it was amazing (minus the fact that they didn't play transatlanticism, although, i probably would have cried)
-i have at least six guys chasing after me right now, and i don't want anything from any of them
-i'm chasing after one guy who makes me believe he wants something to do with me, but doesn't actually follow through with plans
-i have like....5 (?) crushes right now. they're kind of fun.
-i'm going home this weekend, even though i didn't want to, but now i really really do
-we're having a party sunday night, and filling plastic easter eggs with jello shots, and hiding them around our apartment for an 'egg hunt'
-monday is marathon monday. i'm gonna be obliterated, so don't mind me if i call you, or something.
-i'm okay with the fact that i don't party all that much.
-i need to straighten things out, but i hate confrontation
-i push new people away when they start to get close, even though i don't really have many friends here
-i've been listening to my 'emo' music a lot lately
-me and jen might be selling merchandise at a concert on 4/20 = sweetest night ever
-i feel really lost lately. i'm happy, i just get confused about who i am, and what i stand for, and what impact i'm making on the world, if any. i feel like i'm in this twilight limbo period of my life.
-i do know, however, that i will never ever stop being so worrisome and emotional as i've always been. some things never change.
-i miss my friends like crazy. they make life worth living.
-SSOS
-i have no idea what i'm actually doing about my jobs this summer, i just hope it rules
-i miss him
-i am obsessed with the song "crooked teeth"
-no one here understands me
that is my life at this very moment. kinda disorganized and messy and strange. kinda exciting and fun and chaotic. overrated and misinterpreted.
